I'm sorry to all my friends who i hurt......i guess i said those things just to hurt all of your feelings and all....


I apologize to all that really put your effort to make the blog and to make it last....
i guess i am really good at spoiling ppl's mood and all....sorry cin,cyn,viv,tik and the rest who made the blog and willing to spend your time just for 2c class.....i guess i'm just nt worthy to be in that class......

In actual fact i am the one that SUCKS!!!....
I'm sorry to all of you in fact i am sorry to those who really put an effort to make the blog and all....i dunno what i wanted to do that day and all....
i guess i felt that i wanted to be hated to be pissed at and to be left out a bastard...
I'm sorry but i dun expect for you guys to forgive me and all.....because i started it all....
all my actions will pay out....good ones and bad ones...but for now those bad ones are more than my good ones....



I need guidance...someone pls help me...
i dunno what to do
i dunno what i want
i dunno what i do is right or wrong
i dunno who to go to when i have troubles
i dunno whether i can undo my mistakes
i dunno whether i can make a change in my life
i dunno whether i want to be hated
i dunno whether i want to be loved
i dunno whether i what i am suppose to do now
i dunno whether to go on making you all pissed at me more and more
i dunno whether i should rebel against my dad or not
i dunno whether to go on pissing everyone else

i really don't know what the hell is wrong with me....
i missed those times when i wasn't like this
when i wasn't pissing everyone off...
when i wasn't bugging ppl...
when i wasn't annoying ppl....
when i had someone to go to when i gt troubles...
when i had friends who 'cared'...

now where had all these gone to??
is it all because of my attitude??
is it all because of my mood??
is it because i am meant to be like this??


i'm sorry
actually i missed all those times when we were together...
i wanted to be in those photos that were taken...
i wanted them to be kept as memories...
but why only now i realise all these???

i'm sorry for all i have done and all....
but i guess this is all nothing compared to what we had....
relation as a family....

but i guess this is my consequence.....
every thing there will be a choice and a consequence....
i guess this is my sin and this is my punishment after all the things i have done....

I AM SO SORRY>>>
there's nothing i can say to undo what i have done and all....
because it is because of my actions.....therefore this is my consequence....
i started all these....

I'm so lost.....