I'll tell you what you should do.....you shouldn't let them down nor say bad things about them and all...NEVER let them down...never try to make them feel bad don't do the same as what i did.....you'll regret...because only a fool like me will only do these type of things...because i'm not a good friend or even a good friend.....i'm the worst of the worst...

When ppl treat you well, treat them back better...
dun get pissed at them...because someday, sometime, somewhere you'll regret everything...
dun scold them, dun belittle them, dun make them dissapointed, because if someone treat you well, they DO care bout you, when they start scolding you sometimes, think bout what u've done wrong instead of scolding them back and break the relation because you WILL surely regret all your actions........because there could be no one else who had ever treated u that good.....
no one else you felt happiness with, love with, brother-sister care with....
because the feeling that develops is closer than any other feeling and realtion that are closer than you and your family....because friends who are with you ARE your REAL family...
DUN REGRET your actions making them down...
making them pissed...
demotivating them......because one day you will realise how important they are to you...
FRIENDS who are always there for you....FRIENDS who always scold you....FRIENDS who always tell you off you mistakes.....
ARE YOUR FAMILY and life.....FRIENDS like these are forever.....
FRIENDS like these can devolop in a class when at first we know no one to and close knitted family.....

FRIENDS like these are the ones who will care for you.....even when u need them they are sometimes not there but think back in school and in older times have they failed you???
they sometimes can't always be there for you outside school and all because they might have their own problems....

But when one in that family piss the rest off.....demotivate them.....fucked them off....
he is NOT WORTHY of being even an animal because he doesn't even has a heart........
he even scold his own family who are always there for him during his ups and downs.....
even a DOG will remember those who do good to it....

SO NOW WHAT AM I???? can i even be categorised in the animal category after all i've done???
REGRETS and GUILT haunts me everyday......i can't slp well...everything has a consequence.....
THIS IS MY SIN THEREFORE I'LL HAVE TO FACE MY PUNISHEMENTS......

THERE"S NO USE IN WEEPING AND REGRETTING BECAUSE I WAS THE ONE WHO STARTED IT>>>> there's no use in apologizing and asking for forgiveness when you've done too many things and asked for too many forgiveness b4......there's nothing i can say to undo the past......but i really want to undo it......

NOW i dun even have the guts to face all of you....after all i've said and done.....i really dunno why i did it......shame is all i will have to bring with me everyday.....guilty of too many sins.......UNFORGIVEN.........i can't even talk to you guys or look up to see ur faces.....=(
I'm sorry.